Eternally Life

So long

2011-08-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

Had been again from this blog for a very long time. Busy+dont know what to type+so many things were happening. Im back, im fine. Im ok as long as God is by my side. Nothing is impossible for God and also He promise and i will need to have patience and wait for Him. I will wait.
Faith is believe in what you hope for and certain on the things unseen (Hebrews 11:1)
I love Him! Surrendering all things. Have faith and wait.

2011-04-23T00:51:00.001+08:00

Why am i so so so blur this week? I hate it! Haix... Just never go check whatever i used to check and now... :(

2011-04-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

Oh happy day, happy day! God bless my last week of holiday pls! Give me a good timetable:)

More of Him and less of me

2011-04-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

Im flying off tomoro! :)

2011-03-23T01:22:00.001+08:00

I haven been blogging! I miss it. Miss everything including him and Him!

More of Him and less of me

2011-03-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

It is so hurt.

Next stop, happiness

2011-03-09T17:08:00.001+08:00

Best!

Hold it against me

2011-03-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

2011-02-23T19:18:00.001+08:00

I will wait for you as long as my heart can and as long as i can!

More of you and less of me

2011-02-15T01:12:00.004+08:00

Thank you, God!
13Feb2011, i will remember! It started with going to Gao Lao Shi house bai nian with Xin Ying and gang then went over to Lim house for Kinect. Went for Valentine celebration after that. It was a happy day and it was my very first Valentine celebration. This year was a different one. That someone special make me smile and lots of happiness on that day. He make me happy and at the same day i was shock too.
Firstly, that shocking part started by dining in straits cafe@rendezvous then next was a present from him. That present was SK jewelery necklace. Iwas shock until im almost speechless or rather really speechless. HAHAHA! The necklace is beautiful. Pretty:)
SK mean:
thankfulnesS
thanK you

If you guys want to know the design of it, it looks like that:

It is really very nice. Love it! :DDDDDD

More of Him and less of me
Love is patience

2011-02-09T18:53:00.000+08:00

Im crazy!
God, help me! :(

More of Him and less of me

2011-02-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Where you go, i'll go
Where you stay, i'll stay
When you move, i'll move
I will follow you
Who you love, i'll love
How you serve, i'll serve
If this life i lose, i will follow you

More of Him and less of me

Back To December

2011-01-31T21:02:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

2011-01-24T20:53:00.003+08:00

God, i want to have a beautiful exchange with you! I love God:)
No matter what, i know i have to be strong and courageous. For i trust in the Lord who holds my future.

Enjoy Him

2011-01-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

Anyway, koi didnt ruined my day in the end. HAHAHAHA! Was a misinterpret.

2011-01-16T02:03:00.003+08:00

It has been a long long time since i last blog. HAHAHA!
I dont know what to blog actually. Want to say it's a new year and things going to change somewhat. Hope that everything will be fine even though the changes might not be obvious. Outsider dont see it at least, i think. :)

Enjoy Him

2011-01-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

思念

Enjoy God

2011-01-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

Koi ruin my day! Haix.. :(

2011-01-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

Is a brand new year! I want to have a brand new walk with God and with a lot of things, i want to start all over again. Being more independent, i want it! And more dependence on God, i want it! A new walk and a brand new level. To have a brand new discipline and learn more things about thing. I can do it right. Right? Thing may be seems like it is brand new but maybe it is old, is just that it is a brand new level. Is just the starting of that journey.
Lord, i want to enjoy my everyday with you and nothing will be my distraction. I want to enjoy the Lord.

Enjoy God!

2010-12-29T01:39:00.002+08:00

Who am i, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am i, that the bright and morning star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wondering heart

Not because of who i am
But because of what you done
Not because of what i've done
But because of who you are

.........

I am yours, I am yours

2010-12-29T01:31:00.001+08:00

I know that you know that i still love you and not giving up no matter what. ♥

More of Him and less of me

2010-12-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

Holiday now but it dont seems to be like one to me because i need to do projects and work too cause no money. 2 weeks only and it is too short. Christmas is coming soon and New year too! :D As month past by and past by, the day that im waiting is getting nearer and nearer. Faster come man! Just cant really wait for now. HAHAHA..

More of Him and less of me

2010-12-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

This year is a great year to me! I like it:)

More of Him and less of me

2010-12-19T01:38:00.002+08:00

I am like a love guru to my friend. By right i should be sleeping at this timing but my friend has some love problem. Lucky he knows what i mean and he learn what I'd said. Yay man! All the best my friend:)

More of Him and less of me

2010-12-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

I was thinking and thinking and deciding. In the end i avoided. Avoid because im scare of the awkwardness that we will have in the end and the whole situation will crash. Next time ba. Next time. We haven't been meeting for a long while so ya. Dont know what will happen if we sit down and talk.

More of Him and less of me

Just the way you are

2010-12-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes;
Make the stars look like they're not shining.
Her hair, her hair;
Falls perfectly without her trying.

She's so beautiful;
And I tell her every day.

Yeah; I know, I know,
When I compliment her
She won't believe me.
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see.

But every time she asks me "do I look okay?",
I say:

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
'Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

Yeah, Her lips, her lips;
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me.
Her laugh, her laugh;
She hates but I think it's so sexy.
She's so beautiful,
And I tell her every day.

Oh you know, you know, you know
I never ask you to change.
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same.

So, don't even bother asking
If you look okay;
You know I say:

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
'Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

The way you are.
The way you are.
Girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
'Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
'Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

Yea-eah.

2010-11-19T03:10:00.000+08:00

I think i grow fatter. Oh man!
I dont want. I need to go running.

2010-11-19T03:05:00.002+08:00

Is so so late now. I have been doing my school work lor. HAHAHA.. After that i went to look at photos and help to tag.

Thank God for sustaining me for this week. And thank Him for the energy that He provided for every week. Even though everyday seems to be a hectic week but there was joy! :)

More of Him and less of me

2010-11-14T00:11:00.002+08:00

:) I wish, i hope and most importantly, i pray!

More of Him and less of me.

2010-11-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

It has been about 4 years already. And i still miss him. The one who took care of me since i was young till i was sec2. He is my father. Things had became past tense but as a father, he is till in present tense. I really miss him! Who can understand this feeling of miss? Who can understand missing their closest kin who is not in this world anymore?

2010-11-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

It has been long since i last blog. Dont know what to blog actually, just want to post something. School has been quite busy. Have project all that but i prefer studying for test than doing research. I hope that semester 2 end asap. Not having a lot of joy this semester though but still trying very hard to make myself not feel so sian and frustrated. I am feeling very frustrated these few days, i hope it wont continue. I hate it when im like that!

More of Him and less of me.

2010-11-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

I am happy! Smile smile.
I pray that i will continue to find joy even in the hardest time. To you too:) J gives me strength. J is Jesus. School and training can be tough but persevering in Jesus is encouraging.

More of Him and less of me

2010-10-30T01:30:00.002+08:00

Let me blog something. Sch starts, i got no time to blog. HAHAHA.. I have a pack timetable. Tired. I dont like. Lots of work to do and memorise. Project is coming up too. Aiyo.. God, please give me the Spirit of excellence. I need it. Give me the courage and strength too. :)

2010-10-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

Happy, sad, happy, sad!
I choose to be happy. HAHAHA!!
My timetable is like woohoo.. Starts at 9am everyday. My time will cross 4pm before i can go home. Haix.. God, please bless me and give me the strength that i need to go through the whole day. Thank you, LORD!

2010-10-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

Little Miss Sunshine

2010-10-18T14:42:00.002+08:00

5 Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don't try to figure out everything on your own. 6 Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he's the one who will keep you on track. Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord and He will make my path straight. What can i do and what am i suppose to do? I can do nothing and i will not do anything but giving it to God and in prayer. God will do it. Is God's timing and not mine. Im trying to slow things down now.

Actually you all have already put the pressure into me without realizing it. You all dont know what exactly is happening so stop making me solve it asap. If it is so easy, i have long ago solve it. I know that you guys do it for the best of me and not to harm me.

2010-10-15T12:31:00.002+08:00

Miss Chan called me last night and check on me. To see if im ok. So nice of her to do this. I didnt cry this time round. HAHAHAHA.. Thing seems to be going ok for me, just need to commit to God again and again. Everything should and must be ok. 明天会更好。Be still and holding on!

More of God and less of me

2010-10-15T12:29:00.000+08:00

Last night was my last day of work at BBQ Chicken. They are nice people to mix with and everyone said that they will miss me. So sweet of them. Weng gave me a hug and so so funny he keep pretending that he is crying and stuff. Was quite sad to leave the people but at the same time i was happy to leave the company and move on. Is a tough place to work in but there is fun people there. Thank God that he send in new people to replace me and stuff. Mummy said that she will miss me and asked me to go back often to eat. Quite sad to hear that from her and she look sad. Yong & mummy said that if i am going back, he will employ me. Go back during holiday but i dont think i will go back again. Maybe go back to eat! Thank you everybody!
I'm moving on.
Going to USS to work and today is my first day. I hope that everything will be good and hope to meet nice people there. I pray that i wont be clumsy and i dont think i am one. HAHAHA.. Only sometime! I know someone is thinking that i am. I know, you know.

People in my life come and go. This time i want to say:
Please dont go, make it a stay!

More of God and less of me

2010-10-15T00:03:00.004+08:00

No anything. Nothing. No No No.
Moving on with life? Maybe. Im serious!

More of God and less of me

2010-10-14T01:19:00.002+08:00

USS was fun and i enter the $66 gate for free. HAHAHA.. Thank God:)
The ride was rather scary but it was an experience. Will go back again i hope:) The scenery was nice and everything was wow. Maybe because it was my first time. I thought i will only go in when i grow much older but i am there about 12 hours ago. HAHAHA.. Fun! I want to go in again.

Upon alighting the bus, i almost fell off rather than step down. Thank God that i hold on to the handle or else.... And today i walk to the wrong escalator. i wanted to go down but i go to the up side so i was like woooo... So funny! I look super clumsy. HAHAHA..

More of Him and less of me

2010-10-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

爱+坚强=成功

所以我必须坚强！就算跌倒也要豪迈的笑。：D

More of Him and less of me

2010-10-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

My junior sms me and she ask me a good question. She asked me to teach her physic. Without thinking if im able to recap it or not and i said ok so now i also dont know if i can or not. Maybe my knowledge on physic already rusty. My A1 already become rusty le. HAHAHA.. Hope i am able to help. Physic please be easy on me so that she wont fail O level because of me. I think i can.

More of Him and less of me

2010-10-09T00:49:00.001+08:00

Fifth day:
I miss you!

Really realise how you put in the effort for the whole thing. I want to treasure you!

2010-10-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

I hope that you will always be the one that wipe away my tears.

More of Him and less of me

2010-10-08T00:03:00.004+08:00

Fourth day:
I miss you!

I saw your name twice in this week. We really cannot dont believe in what God is trying to do.

2010-10-06T23:19:00.001+08:00

Third day:
I miss you!

Bra size!!

2010-10-06T00:37:00.001+08:00

Do you know why bra makers measure cup size by “A B C D E F”?

A - almost gone
B - barely noticeable
C - comfortable
D - damn good
E - extremely big and
F - Fake

Ocean Will Part

2010-10-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hillsong Music Australia - Oceans Will Part lyrics

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
When I'm blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done

Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I'll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand



Lyrics | Hillsong Music Australia lyrics - Oceans Will Part lyrics

2010-10-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

Second day:
I miss you!

2010-10-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

First Day:
I miss you!

2010-10-04T20:18:00.003+08:00

I cannot do anything now already. All i can do now is to commit it into God's hand and be strong. Strong and courageous.
如果可以，我希望可以重新再来。

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Tell me why!

2010-10-02T00:00:00.004+08:00

Why do people's life having up and down?
Why cant it just stay as constant as possible?
Why do people come and depart again and again?
Why do communication build up and breakdown once again?
Tell me why!
Why do people have to go through so many things just to get something that they want?
Why do people have to suffer?
Why do some people can stay happy like nobody business?
Why do people get upset like nobody business?
Why do people cant walk out of the past?
Why did God created us to be like that? Different people with different characteristic.
Tell me why!
Many questions, it seem like nobody can answer me except the heavenly Father.
Can somebody give me some answer?
Do i have to go through all the things?
Do i deserve all the treatment im having now?
Do i have a choice?
Do i deserve all these? OR is it just God's way of doing my lifetime planner?

More of Him and less of me

2010-10-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

I am confused! Should i or should i not?

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-29T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hope that everything will go smoothly. Venice better say he can make it or else i will kill him ah. HAHAHA.. Is Yilin's birthday celebration and some more it is her 18th birthday. Cannot disappoint her

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-27T23:54:00.001+08:00

Everyday i love you!! :D

2010-09-27T22:22:00.002+08:00

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause i can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save from this road i'm on
Jesus take the wheel

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-27T22:13:00.006+08:00

我的心跳，我要继续

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头

却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

2010-09-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

Everything seem to be ok now. I hope that things will always be ok. God is good! And always good. He is love. Thank you!

My result is coming out later. Hope that i can clear everything. I prayed very hard. Hope that God will answer my prayer. :)

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Dear God, please let me be happy forever and bless me. Keep watch of me and give me happiness. Thank you, Lord.

More of the Lord and less of me

2010-09-20T23:18:00.001+08:00

Im in love love love!! And im still in in in it. HAHAHA.. :D
Im lovin' it!! Thank God God God!!

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-19T18:28:00.002+08:00

Dear God,
Can you bring me to the place where you want me to be? Bring me and take me away.

More of Him and less of me.

2010-09-16T12:48:00.002+08:00

Sometime i feel that things have change but actually it is still the same. Maybe sometime i should just think lesser. Hmmm.. Maybe i just dont think?

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

Have i done wrong?

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

Thank God my exam finally has ended. But... I might need to take sup paper for my math. I dont know if i have screwed up on it or not. Hope that it will be fine. I must let God do the rest since i had already put in my best. Let Him give me what He has already planted. I am prepared for anything that i going to come. All As will surely be the best for me. Anything will do as long as i clear this Sem1.1. Let God be the glory.:) Thank you everybody who kept me in prayer. :D

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Thanks for giving me a wonderful day! :D
Wanted to say thanks for the memories but it sound like game over and thank you and goodbye. HAHAHA..

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-09T18:41:00.001+08:00

You got a million way to make me smile

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-08T16:17:00.003+08:00

Time flies.
Can we pretend that airplane in the night sky are like shooting stars. And i will wish!!

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-07T14:18:00.002+08:00

More Him and less of me

2010-09-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

一场欢喜一场空！

I dont like exam. Especially this time round. Or should i say ' i like exam ' so that i will sooner or later love exam? But this time,exam spoil my day!! :(

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

Most of the time our conversation always stops at 2200 or 2230! Even though it is like that, i'm ok:) As long as we talk. HEHE :P

More of Him and less of me

2010-09-01T13:16:00.001+08:00

For the past 2 days i am sick. Wasted my time and i didnt study. Lucky i have finish with all my revision. Just have to recap. I am having exam soon.

More of Him and less of me

2010-08-28T23:09:00.001+08:00

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo ---> Like no other!

More of Him and less of me

2010-08-27T00:37:00.001+08:00

Every new day, His glory unfold.
Filling my eye with your treasure untold.
The beauty of holiness bring worship anew, my greatest love is You.

More of Him and less of me.

2010-08-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.

More of Him and less of me

2010-08-24T11:12:00.001+08:00

Can a promise be kept forever without breaking it?

More of Him and less of me.

2010-08-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

Tonight im falling and i cant get up.

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

And every night i miss you,

i can just look up and know that God is holding you tonight!

我日盼夜盼可是还是盼不到。那个简讯还是不回来的吧..?

More of Him and less of me

2010-08-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

你最近还好吗？

我还好吧. 呵呵!!

Sorry!! Im just crazy, dont need to care about me.

2010-08-19T01:41:00.002+08:00

I just forget that i can multi-task well.
so i still think when im occupy.

More of Him(God) and less of me

2010-08-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

So stupid of me!!

More of Him(God) and less of me

2010-08-17T22:35:00.004+08:00

I miss you ttm! If i say i dont miss you then i must be lying.
Haix.. Few more days to go. I just want to keep myself occupy for this few days. I really really want to keep myself occupy. Not talking to you for 2 days is like killing me. :)
Only 2 days has past! Still have 4 more days to go. God.. How on earth am i giving myself this kind of nonsense? Since it has happened then i will have to carry on with it and wait till saturday 2359 to come. :(

More of Him(God) and less of me

2010-08-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

Im not perfect but i keep trying

2010-08-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

How long more? Im losing faith in myself and not God. I need some assurance. Not hearing from God, i feel lost. Lost ttm. Sometimes i just want to say I LOVE YOU!!

You know im talking about you.

2010-08-07T12:27:00.002+08:00

Im just not in the mood today and yesterday night. Haix..

More of Him and less of me

2010-08-01T00:13:00.001+08:00

The more you said that you are ok with it, the more im guilty of it!

More of Him and less of me:)

2010-07-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

Every test, every challenge from God, i want to put in all my effort to do it, and to obey Him.I dont care whether i pass or fail because it doesnt matter when i put in my best. Everything i do, in the end i want to hear God says well done. I hope that i am ready to take on the task and put in my best to obey.

2010-07-28T10:02:00.002+08:00

I want to thank my clique, ex-classmate, Yeo Mei and Adam..
Thank you for celebrating my birthday. This the most wonderful birthday celebration i ever had. Thank you so much. Thank for all the presents and love you people had shown to me. I am so so so happy.Everything was indescribable. I love them so so so much.
Thank you everybody!

2010-07-24T13:04:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Thank God for this special that He had created me.:)
18 years old le. Must behave myself.

2010-07-23T10:21:00.001+08:00

Haix.. Lost hope man..

2010-07-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

Im thinking and thinking and thinking. All the thoughts dont seem to be right. It is negative. No No.. I should not think this way. Everything will be good right? Should be la. Not good also nvm la. I dont want to expect too much from a person or anything la. God knows what is best. Because He is the best.

2010-07-18T00:45:00.001+08:00

I MISS YUYING PEOPLE.. :( I want to cry when i think of them.
Kee Chun, Yvonne, LXY, TXY, Venice, Jason, Mr Peh, Mr Chia and many many people. I am sad:(

2010-07-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

His hot.. I start to like Suju le. HAHAHA.. Eun Huyk. Melted..:)

2010-07-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

I have to live my life happily. I cannot be upset because God's plan is to prosper us and not to harm us. Those who look to him will not be short change. I love Him.. :) With the strength of God, i am able. Phillipians4:13: I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me. Woohoo.. I a test ba. A transition for me again. I will continue to keep things in prayer. God's timing is always the right timing. We have to obey no matter what.

2010-07-09T12:27:00.005+08:00

I wanted to blog but after i open up to post something, i dont know what to post. HAHAHA..

I need some daily bread. Realising all i need is God. Only God can satisfied my every need. Everytime when i am drift away by the earthly thing, the bible will say something. God is so wonderful. Indeed He is a faithful God. Re-focusing my everything.

2010-07-06T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hehehe...
What is God trying to tell me? Things seem to be coming so fast. I was so shock.
God, show me more. I want to know more. Let me understand Your purpose. I will wait upon You to show me more. Thank you for all the things that are happening. I lovin' it:)

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2010-07-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

Why do people around me seem to be like hypocrite? They say one thing but do the other thing and everything are not equal anymore. Maybe God is teaching me something. I must go back to him all the time. Why do He need to test me at the year of transition? ................
Sometime im just speechless, running out of words.

Thoughts

2010-07-03T23:08:00.003+08:00

Various thoughts.......

It may seem that i want it and ok with it but inside me there are something that are unspeakable. I am just prepare for it. HAHAHAHA... Is life.

God is doing some miracle in my life.

Im going to tone down. Going to treat things more seriously. Not much laughter now. Is a big No No for this time. Im older so i have to set an example and i have to be Christlike. This may help in my studies. :) I WANT TO STATE MY STAND!!

Sometimes i doubt. Doubt His plan. Food sci? Have i came into a wrong course? I have to refocus back to God. Turning back to God is just the perfect thing to do. For He has a greater plan than this fir my future. ;)

2010-06-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

Work your salvation with fear and trembling.

2010-06-26T12:20:00.002+08:00

For me, i think i didnt do well for my exam. For others, they think that my result are already very good. I fighting against myself this time. I dont have any people that i want to compete with. Is me myself. Should i just relax and not do anything and let God take everything? But i thought we have to put in our best so that God will do the rest?
Maybe i have put in too much effort in studies. i should be content with the result i have. Because i dont take pure chem and i pass. I dont take Amath and i just pass. I dont take F&N and i pass. My english is not good and i just pass. I dont take bio and i just fail. I think i have to just give thank and move on. And do it better the next time round. God, this is your plan. Please continue to guide me and protect me from any harm.
Taking bio is just another new thing to learn. Sometime i really dislike bio and how i wish that it is physic. I miss physic ttm. Haix.. This just a new plan from the Heavenly father.

2010-06-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

The atmosphere there was not friendly at all. So i have or maybe we have no motivation. We felt reluctant. It was super stress being there. I felt that the new head should step and give instruction rather than the old ex head giving it. It sound like the ex dont give the new a chance and let him dont seem to be like a head at all. HAHAHA.. But the new one was rather weird. He got no expression at all. When i was talking to him, i expect him to show some expression but he didnt. So funny lor. HAHAHA..

2010-06-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was a good night. I wasnt feeling very happy and felt that my emotion was going up and down yesterday. Thank you miss chan. My heart just felt so light after talking to her. I have to pray for forgiveness. To forgive myself, to forgive that person for the many many years of hatred. I have to understand that God is the one an only person that can fulfill my every need. I am too focus on the earthly things that i have forgotten God is the one an only jealous God. Really thank God for miss chan. Tears a little and there is laughter. Everything was great. I have to talk to that person soon. Or else the whole thing will just break out. I have to learn to forgive and let go. God, please help me to do everything. Dont know when will be the right time but i hope that God will really prepare my heart.