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Name: PohCher
Age: Nineteen
School: TP AFSN
About me: Child Of God
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people around me to be happy!:D
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Family To Be Saved

*Brenda

*Clarinda
*Chin Din

*Eunice
*Esther
*Evan

*Gb 70th
*Geraldine
*George
*GlennLim

*HuiXuan

*Joelynne
*Jaslyn
*Jia Hui

*Keng Ling

*Li Yan (Xiao Zhu)
*Lay Kuan
*Limxinying
*LeeShean
*Lina

*Mandy

*Shi Ling
*Sin Wei
*Shan
*Serphina
*Sarah

*Vivien

*XinYing

*Yvonne
*Yi Lin

*Zhen Hui
*Zhen Ying

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Im sick and tired of the friendship already. When is this going to stop? Or when is it going to change? Am i going to be the one that is changing again? The crack is going to become a break soon. We are falling apart. More and more communication barrier. You all make me feel like im transparent.
At first i thought that this place is somewhere where the missing puzzle belong but answer seem to get more obvious when day passes. When time pass, it is obvious that the missing puzzle just dont belong there. Not for long as least.
I had tried to save it but it just seem like it is getting worst. Or maybe i have not put enough effort in to do so? Or is it that you didnt even put in the effort? Or that someone is destroying it? This friendship is getting more and more meaningless day by day.


Dont ask me what happen
I will not entertain

I didnt get into the main team! Maybe i dont mind not getting in, just do it as a leisure activity. After some thought to it, i felt a little lousy. Why cant i just catch and throw every disc properly all the time? Congrat to YuZe and Ting Rui. They manage to get in. They deserve this. Maybe i didnt get chosen because God didnt want me to. Im having too much things in my hand. I cant even have much time to study. If i wanted so much, i will continue to put in my best. It has been a long time since i last go for running. Yesterday two rounds on the soccer field was tiring. Already want my life. How can i survive for the next few months? Argh...

After talking to my cell, i realise my priority now is to study.
Studies is the highest priority in my life compared to anything else. Except God.
I think i get more mature in some way week by week. WOOHOO!!!

你总共差了两把刀进去我的心。
好深的一个伤口。在那一瞬间，我的心真的很痛。你知道吗？为什么你要这样残忍地对我？我很想哭出来可是哭不出来。
是时侯我该坚强了。不要让你看到我最脆弱的一面。我会好好过，不哭了。爱+坚强=成功

自己一个人的付出是没有用的。是时候该放手了。给我一个理由 MIA.

I have fallen again!!! =X

Today i use lot and lot of tissue. HAHAHAHA.. I felt so relieve after talking to the cell member. After all the tears and talking and laughing. I felt so ok after that. There is peace. Thank for all the prayer, it really works after that.
THANK YOU, CELL! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Sometime i felt like a missing puzzle.
You are finding the place that you belong. While you are finding, you lost your way. When you found a new place, you thought that it is your place but in the end when you are trying to fix in, you realise it is not your place, you cant fix in. So you carry on searching. Sometime it suit you but sometime it doesnt. Im like a missing piece of puzzle. Im finding a place where i belong.

Jesus take the wheel. Take it from my hand.
Is time for some stretching of faith. For molding of my character. To be more christlike.
Each time when you try to stretch me, i get miserable. This time too. When will it be a happy ending? Pls help me through. I need the divine strength to carry on.
I knew that this is happening. This makes me want to cry. But what can i do? I can do nothing but to listen to You and ask help from You. Your plan for me is like that, i have to trust in You and obey. Believe that the result came out would be great. I have to trust. Trust like never before. Hold on tight. Tighter than never before. I dont know when will i breakdown or give up or burst out. LORD, just comfort me when i need. Give me the courage. More of You. I only hear the voice of truth that tells me that im gonna put through. The voice of truth tells me a different story. And voice of truth says 'do not be afraid. And voice of truth says 'this is for My glory'. And i choose to believe in the voice of truth. :) I got to win and conquer this time as a child of the heavenly father. This is a battle between you(satan) and me. HAHAHAHA.. I will stand strong. Fellow brother and sister, pls help me to stand strong too. I need you to help me too. Give me comfort when i need comfort. Give me your shoulder when i need to cry. Thank you, LORD
For my plans for you is to prosper you not to harm you. Jere29:11

YEO POH CHER!! THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING. STAND STRONG AND STABLE!! UNDERSTAND?

My stress level is rising up. Knowing that this should not be the case but it just rise up by itself. I have been standing and looking strong in others eyes but not in God's eye. Now, i realise that im not as strong and independent as you think. I just have to look strong and independent so that no one will worry about me. Sometime it is so so tired to smile all the way. Going into poly and start studying makes me felt that im stupid. Getting more and more stupid as day passes. Time flies fast. i know that everybody have the same 24hours as me but why does it seem like i have lesser time. Did i not organise well? Or is school timetable makes me have lesser time to study? Or do i have too much commitment? LORD, you said that if i honor you, you will honor me. It seem like my path is crushing. Can i have a better view of it? Can you let e see my future first? So that i will not worry. I know that this cant be happening. It is always a mystery and secret not to reveal my future and great plan that you have made. Food science is making me go insane. Jesus, please take it from me. Carry me through man. Carry me on your back. Let me feel safe and secure once again. I need and want to have that energy to move on.

For my dearest friend.. Dont worry too much. Dont always said that you are failing. I know that you can put through it. Sometimes, you are like me. Just put on the strong side. You always want me to tell you what is going on with my life but you dont tell me yours. Ok.. We are like each other. Just keep quiet and thinking that nothing will happen. I felt this way la. I dont know you. Im not the worm inside your stomach. HAHAHA.. Hope that you will enjoy yourself with your family.

The other dearest friend.. God's favour is upon you. Treasure it, grab it. Knowing that you are safe inside it just makes us worry less. Hope that your walk with God will develop stronger and stronger when you are inside. It is fun talking to you. I found out that i've already get use to not sms-ing you during days and nights. HAHAHA.. That is great, isnt it? Also, not missing you so so much. My heart settled. Now that everything is going well i hope that you will be happy with this plan. Update me when you can. I dont wish to keep asking. Really..

It has been a long long time since i last type a long long blog..

Just now, i had a dream. A bad dream. It was so scary. Lucky that im living in a real life not in the dream or else i might lost my life at that moment.
I thank God for this life that i can live so abundantly. I might stumble and fall but as least im still living. There are times when im happy and success and im living in reality. Treasure every moment in life. Every experience there is a lesson learned.

Haix..
I dont know. Confused. By you. Dont know whether God has prepared my heart already or not. I know what i am doing now. Dont think that you know me well. I know what i am doing. I just need some rest. I am tired ba. I will be ok de. It drain me TTM. There is always be another mountain that i wanna make it move. There is always an uphill battle and sometime i have to lose. I just need to keep that faith and keep moving on and on. Too many things happen at a time. My pillar!!!! ARGH!!!