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ELLO .
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Name: PohCher
Age: Nineteen
School: TP AFSN
About me: Child Of God
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WANTS .
people around me to be happy!:D
A best wishes that come from the bottom of ppl hearts
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Family To Be Saved

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Sunday, May 9, 2010 Sunday, May 9, 2010

YEO POH CHER!! THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING. STAND STRONG AND STABLE!! UNDERSTAND?

My stress level is rising up. Knowing that this should not be the case but it just rise up by itself. I have been standing and looking strong in others eyes but not in God's eye. Now, i realise that im not as strong and independent as you think. I just have to look strong and independent so that no one will worry about me. Sometime it is so so tired to smile all the way. Going into poly and start studying makes me felt that im stupid. Getting more and more stupid as day passes. Time flies fast. i know that everybody have the same 24hours as me but why does it seem like i have lesser time. Did i not organise well? Or is school timetable makes me have lesser time to study? Or do i have too much commitment? LORD, you said that if i honor you, you will honor me. It seem like my path is crushing. Can i have a better view of it? Can you let e see my future first? So that i will not worry. I know that this cant be happening. It is always a mystery and secret not to reveal my future and great plan that you have made. Food science is making me go insane. Jesus, please take it from me. Carry me through man. Carry me on your back. Let me feel safe and secure once again. I need and want to have that energy to move on.

For my dearest friend.. Dont worry too much. Dont always said that you are failing. I know that you can put through it. Sometimes, you are like me. Just put on the strong side. You always want me to tell you what is going on with my life but you dont tell me yours. Ok.. We are like each other. Just keep quiet and thinking that nothing will happen. I felt this way la. I dont know you. Im not the worm inside your stomach. HAHAHA.. Hope that you will enjoy yourself with your family.

The other dearest friend.. God's favour is upon you. Treasure it, grab it. Knowing that you are safe inside it just makes us worry less. Hope that your walk with God will develop stronger and stronger when you are inside. It is fun talking to you. I found out that i've already get use to not sms-ing you during days and nights. HAHAHA.. That is great, isnt it? Also, not missing you so so much. My heart settled. Now that everything is going well i hope that you will be happy with this plan. Update me when you can. I dont wish to keep asking. Really..


It has been a long long time since i last type a long long blog..

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