ELLO .
ETERNALLYLIFE.BS.COMName: PohCher
Age: Nineteen
School: TP AFSN
About me: Child Of God
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Work your salvation with fear and trembling.
For me, i think i didnt do well for my exam. For others, they think that my result are already very good. I fighting against myself this time. I dont have any people that i want to compete with. Is me myself. Should i just relax and not do anything and let God take everything? But i thought we have to put in our best so that God will do the rest?
The atmosphere there was not friendly at all. So i have or maybe we have no motivation. We felt reluctant. It was super stress being there. I felt that the new head should step and give instruction rather than the old ex head giving it. It sound like the ex dont give the new a chance and let him dont seem to be like a head at all. HAHAHA.. But the new one was rather weird. He got no expression at all. When i was talking to him, i expect him to show some expression but he didnt. So funny lor. HAHAHA..
Yesterday night was a good night. I wasnt feeling very happy and felt that my emotion was going up and down yesterday. Thank you miss chan. My heart just felt so light after talking to her. I have to pray for forgiveness. To forgive myself, to forgive that person for the many many years of hatred. I have to understand that God is the one an only person that can fulfill my every need. I am too focus on the earthly things that i have forgotten God is the one an only jealous God. Really thank God for miss chan. Tears a little and there is laughter. Everything was great. I have to talk to that person soon. Or else the whole thing will just break out. I have to learn to forgive and let go. God, please help me to do everything. Dont know when will be the right time but i hope that God will really prepare my heart.
I miss my papa.. Tomoro is father's day and im not celebrating it. Even though he had left me for many years already but i still miss him on and off. I love my father. :)
Jesus take it. Take it from me. I cant do this any longer. I cant do this on my own. Im letting go. Give me one more chance. My life dont seem to be as smooth as i wanted. I think i had just crush my life for this moment. I didnt do things perfectly. I just ruin everything that i have to do.
It seem like things is going from bad to worst. :)
TGIF!!
It was by God's grace. He is super duper amazing. HAHAHA.. I had never go into an exam hall without worrying and nervous. This time, i am not nervous at all. Some more i am not prepared for any exam at this timing. Thank God i didnt blank out. The most, i dont know how to do or careless. Better than blank out. HAHAHA.. He is sustaining me. So far so good. Things were ok.