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Back To December

Monday, January 31, 2011 Monday, January 31, 2011

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

Monday, January 24, 2011 Monday, January 24, 2011

God, i want to have a beautiful exchange with you! I love God:)
No matter what, i know i have to be strong and courageous. For i trust in the Lord who holds my future.

Enjoy Him

Sunday, January 16, 2011 Sunday, January 16, 2011

Anyway, koi didnt ruined my day in the end. HAHAHAHA! Was a misinterpret.

It has been a long long time since i last blog. HAHAHA!
I dont know what to blog actually. Want to say it's a new year and things going to change somewhat. Hope that everything will be fine even though the changes might not be obvious. Outsider dont see it at least, i think. :)

Enjoy Him

Sunday, January 9, 2011 Sunday, January 9, 2011

思念

Enjoy God

Thursday, January 6, 2011 Thursday, January 6, 2011

Koi ruin my day! Haix.. :(

Monday, January 3, 2011 Monday, January 3, 2011

Is a brand new year! I want to have a brand new walk with God and with a lot of things, i want to start all over again. Being more independent, i want it! And more dependence on God, i want it! A new walk and a brand new level. To have a brand new discipline and learn more things about thing. I can do it right. Right? Thing may be seems like it is brand new but maybe it is old, is just that it is a brand new level. Is just the starting of that journey.
Lord, i want to enjoy my everyday with you and nothing will be my distraction. I want to enjoy the Lord.

Enjoy God!